Sincerely apologize for my space! I am not too busy to see you, I just did not have mood on writing. You know, I always rely on my mood. Forgive me, my poor friend.

Days keep pushing me forward, without a hesitance, it has flied over 1/4 of my last school days. Everything is smooth here, even somewhat too smooth. Study is more difficult than I imagined, but mostly seem to be a bit out of my interest, everything gonna go deep into theories. Seeing the busy but interesting and creative works of CTV students, always think if I made the wrong decision again. What is worse, I don’t think this study will promote a lot for my ability, it is out of application in my eyes. But don’t worry, I am not gonna be dissatisfied with that, actually I never thought it would be too excellent although I did expect too much on the teaching means and it turn out to be nothing too exciting. Now that I have renewed my mind, I will not count on this program without measure. As long as still work hard, as long as enjoy everyday here with fresh perspectives and horizon, money is not wasting away.

Looking back along, I find I have been always wondering around the edge of art, always thinking of it, always imagine of it, always desired to enter, sometimes ever pretty close, but never really inside, except in my childhood. What’s amusing, such an ordinary guy like me, keep an very arrogant mind, name myself artist in the innermost heart. What a fun.

I don’t know when I will be really into its arm, though I am still not sure it would be good for me. I am too slow for everything. Too too slow. 

Still have not met someone interesting and sincere to make friends. Or because I am spending too much time with him? Do waiting for fresh blood in Dillz’ friendship.

Also waiting for a new item that will shed new light on my way.

Miss Mum and Dad......