系咩我都唔覺！

Time is not flying, it might be on UFO, moving in the speed we cannot measure in units we have. Never thought it was two months later that I come here write something again, yes I always write write write, but seldom for myself.

Having ran through a big half of probably the last campus days, always ask myself what I reaped, with a big amount of money gone, with a half-year away when peers are striving on a new stage of life. Um…Might be a disappointing answer to my parents, and others who hopes a shinning future on me. I did a not very good job in academic, one course was even in danger getting pass.

To all honesty, I don’t see an essential difference studying in Hong Kong and Mainland; I think it is simply about relativity. Don’t want to specific here. Academic is academic after all, at least in postgraduate level, I don’t see much effeteness and practicability here. I could not help falling asleep in two out of four courses.

Whereas I enjoy staying here, in this best city that I have ever been to, you say I don’t know there are a lot of good places in the world, anyway, I believe it is at least one of best, or how can it be so developed. You can tell lots of fun besides shopping if you wonder into varied pats of it.

I tell Trina, leave the burden away, don’t take it a money pool, just a switch in living environment, back it the face as a nice place.

Again, the biggest thanks to Mom and Dad. Happy new year to all…

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October 23

Going on

Sincerely apologize for my space! I am not too busy to see you, I just did not have mood on writing. You know, I always rely on my mood. Forgive me, my poor friend.

Days keep pushing me forward, without a hesitance, it has flied over 1/4 of my last school days. Everything is smooth here, even somewhat too smooth. Study is more difficult than I imagined, but mostly seem to be a bit out of my interest, everything gonna go deep into theories. Seeing the busy but interesting and creative works of CTV students, always think if I made the wrong decision again. What is worse, I don’t think this study will promote a lot for my ability, it is out of application in my eyes. But don’t worry, I am not gonna be dissatisfied with that, actually I never thought it would be too excellent although I did expect too much on the teaching means and it turn out to be nothing too exciting. Now that I have renewed my mind, I will not count on this program without measure. As long as still work hard, as long as enjoy everyday here with fresh perspectives and horizon, money is not wasting away.

Looking back along, I find I have been always wondering around the edge of art, always thinking of it, always imagine of it, always desired to enter, sometimes ever pretty close, but never really inside, except in my childhood. What’s amusing, such an ordinary guy like me, keep an very arrogant mind, name myself artist in the innermost heart. What a fun.

I don’t know when I will be really into its arm, though I am still not sure it would be good for me. I am too slow for everything. Too too slow.

Still have not met someone interesting and sincere to make friends. Or because I am spending too much time with him? Do waiting for fresh blood in Dillz’ friendship.

Also waiting for a new item that will shed new light on my way.

Miss Mum and Dad......